The lovely person behind Sarah if you’re still creeping on the dash, here’s that thing Drew wrote for her. Dude and my older sister read it, she literally bawled her eyes out..bleh, she’s being lame. lmao.
First of all, let’s just pretend that we’re the only two people on earth right now. And nothing even matters in our time alright? No secrets were kept or anything, and all that drama is long gone out of here. I want you to think that while you’re reading this.
I’m writing this to you, because..after that night, when you told me that something, I realized, it won’t even be the same. We won’t be able to act the way we used to, or to smile the way we used to, it won’t be the same. Actually, cross that out. Cross everything up there out okay? I’m being seriously rude right now. I should never ever speak for you at all. Maybe it’s just me that’s going to feel this way, because from what I know of you, you are a strong girl. And you’re brave and you seem like you could take anything that comes at you. I think those would be the many things I adored about you. Yeah, Sarah, I liked you, maybe even beyond like. Maybe I loved you those times we were..yeah. But it’s way too awkward to be saying this now isn’t it? Well, all I know, is that you were the first girl to make me feel like I wasn’t the blame for anything. The first girl that actually made me smile, or laugh, or made me stop and realize that I do have a reason to live. But now because of all the secrets and things kept from me and you, this is probably really weird to be reading. I just wanted to say these things to you, before I become the big brother I will be, to you and to your siblings also.
Obviously we knew it was wrong from the start before, but we didn’t do anything about it. Like your dad said, it’s young love. Sigh young love, more like forbidden love. I always hear that in movies, didn’t think it would actually happen in real life. We knew it wouldn’t of lasted if we knew something was wrong though.
Now everything I said up there, I would like you to forget all that. Because I was being stupid, and just overreacting on all of this. Nothing will change, it won’t change. I do love you, you do make me smile, and laugh like hysterical, because you are now my sister. And I’m happy that you are. Maybe those memories won’t leave my mind forever, I’m not gonna let anything be this big of a deal and ruin our friendship together. I might be the most horrible big brother in the world, but I’d like you to know, I’m trying. I’m trying, and I’ll succeed at it okay? I’m here for you, I’m here for Jamie and Ty, for Mr. J, my little Drizzle and Mikey, for my Bella, and for my mom and dad.
Alright..hope this letter to you makes you smile, because Drew doesn’t wanna see you sad. Even if he might be, don’t worry I’ll get over it. Wish I had the strength like you to get over things easily, but here’s a secret, it’s just ‘cause I’ve never had a girlfriend.